I am feeling really frustrated lately. Pure frustration. I can’t put my finger on exactly why, but I can tell you where I am right now. I have been working on a new site all year and it’s hard to put into words, but my goal is that it’s not a site to promote ME. I hope and pray you see something entirely the opposite there. And it’s really frustrating because
You’re overwhelmed. You don’t have time, patience, money, sleep, rest, or peace right now. You’re not sure what’s going to happen next or how you will get through. You feel stuck.
I’m in Phoenix writing this from the Making Things Happen tour with Emily and Gina. Two years ago, we were here at this very same hotel for MTH. Y’all, I’m just about in tears. I am so overwhelmed thinking about what God has done with my life since then. I was a different person back then.
You should go DO them. At the start of this year, brand new baby in my arms, I was struggling with postpartum depression and trying to balance work and mommy-hood and being a wife and 8 million other things. One night,
Every day, I’d put my hands on my belly to feel your kicks grow stronger. You’d dance and tickle me and make me laugh long before I saw your beautiful face. I don’t deserve you, Grace. But, that’s the funny thing.