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I’ve been doing a lot of thinking in the past couple days about forgiveness.  I’m not Jewish, but the idea behind Yom Kippur (today) is something I identify with.  Since Ari and I have been married, this has been the one holiday that really captivated me.  In very short, you fast, pray all day, and ask God and every person in your life that you have hurt for forgiveness. 

So, today I’m making a list.  Whether I’m forgiven or not, I’m going to try my best to clearly admit my wrongs and ask for grace.  I’ve received letters, calls and emails asking for my forgiveness before and so many of them meant the world to me.  I still keep one of them in my wallet.  Just this week, I got a very open honest letter from someone who really let her heart speak. This letter took a lot of courage. The situation was months old, but that was the beauty of it. Time doesn’t necessarily heal all things; communicating love to one another does. Some of the most significant letters I’ve received I couldn’t bring myself to respond to, but they helped me move on.  Maybe mine, although seemingly insignificant, will help someone else do the same.

I always tell Ari “Happy Yom Kippur” even though I’m not really supposed to.  To me, it’s happy.  God’s forgiveness is the greatest gift of all.  Practicing that kind of grace with the people around us, even in very small form, is tapping into that gift.  The ability to say “I’m sorry”, no matter the response, is something to celebrate even though it’s terrifying, it makes you vulnerable, it makes you “wrong” and it may make someone feel differently about you. For me, it’s downright scary at times.

Are there people you need to ask forgiveness from? I know, I know… most of you are thinking, come on, Lara! It’s Monday. I have enough on my plate! I challenge you to just try this- even if you start really small. Baby steps, my friends. Start with just making the list. This may just be the list that helps you have the most productive, happiest year of your life.

Admitting our faults is far from easy, but may just be that one thing holding you and the other person back from moving forward and finding joy.

Feeling the fear and doing it anyway,

lc

ps- here’s a guide sheet to help you, if you need it.

pss- happy birthday to two of my favorite people, Sarah Rhoads and Kristy Rice!

psss- congrats to Jesse Ryan who just joined the Kyle Barnes Weddings team today. So happy for you both!

Show Comments (2)
  1. Kristy R.

    Forgiveness…something we all need to reflect on from time to time so thank you for enlightening us today. And of course, thank you for the Birthday wishes too!

  2. LV Wedding Concierge

    Lara, This is a bit late to respond so “I’m sorry” but wanted to comment.

    As a person of Jewish faith, the holidays of Rosh Hashana & Yom Kippur are my favorite and most meaningful. G-d opens the book of life on Rosh Hashana & seals it on Yom Kippur. The 10 days of awe in between for reflection, forgiveness and the celebration of the creation and circle of life are themes that ARE universal and very compelling.

    It’s not easy to say “I’m sorry” with the truest humility. It’s scary sometimes not knowing if it will be accepted. G-d says that you must ask forgiveness 3x and if you are still not forgiven, he/she will forgive you with meditation and fasting & a humble heart.

    It may not be a “happy” Yom Kippur but it is always sweet (why we eat apples & honey & sweet wine) to celebrate the sweetness of G-d’s love & starting anew.

    Tracey